Welcome to Tai Chi With Melissa!

Howdy! 

If you've come here looking for information about Tai Chi and Qigong at Regent Health Centre, you're in the right place.

Some basic info which is current for Winter 2026.

Our Tai Chi set takes several months to learn, and we started our most recent round of Beginners Tai Chi in October 2025. However, due to interest from people wanting to start in January 2026, we are opening all Beginners classes to new people throughout January. 

Beginners classes run on Monday mornings (11:30 am-12:30 pm), Thursday evenings (5:00-6:15 pm), and Saturday afternoons (1-2 pm). Learning Tai Chi means learning a routine from start to finish, so it's best to come in at the beginning of a session and attend as many classes as you can, ideally one or more per week. If you're interested in starting now please begin attending these classes as soon as you can.

BONUS INTRODUCTORY SESSIONS for new beginners are running Sunday, January 11th and Sunday, January 18th from 10:30am-noon. These will help you onboard now. These sessions are $20+HST and are not included in the cost of a monthly pass.

Learn more about Tai Chi for Beginners here.

 *I will happily train Continuing Tai Chi students from other schools. If you've completed training in a form similar enough to ours, you can dive right into Continuing classes. If your school taught you something different, you'll need to go through a cycle of Beginner's classes first. Our Beginner's class cycle takes about five months; we do a 108-form based on Yang Tai Chi, with some significant variations. Please contact me for any questions.

*We also offer training in Qigong (Mondays 1-2 pm).

CURRENT & UPCOMING CLASS SCHEDULES AND FEES.

FAQ

If you have any questions at all, or to discuss your personal journey with me, please don't hesitate to call Melissa at (905) 521-0043 or email at smithmk2@gmail.com. 

Diaphragm and Abdominal Muscle Synergy, or, Why Belly Breathing Matters

Earlier this week at Qigong class I shared some information about work I've been doing around correcting diaphragmatic breathing and the digestive system. It reminded me of how important breathwork is, and the unique way we can incorporate the breath into Tai Chi and Qigong practice. I did a bit of an introduction to this topic at class, and some of you requested the research I've been doing, so here you go!

If you're not familiar, the diaphragm is a thin sheet of muscle, shaped like a dome, that separates the lungs and heart from the organs of digestion. It is responsible for breathing: as it contracts, the dome flattens and draws air into the lungs. At the same time, if everything is working well, the abdominal muscles and the ribcage expand to give room to the air entering the body, while at the same time, the pelvic floor lowers. As the diaphragm relaxes, it goes back to its dome-like shape, the abdominal muscles contract back into place and exhalation occurs. People (and animals who have diaphragms) breathe fully into their bellies when they're relaxed and not stressed or in pain. Because people are often stressed (i.e, in some kind of psychological pain state), we often lose the ability to belly breathe, or our ability to take a deep belly breath becomes diminished.


If you've asked about breathing in class before, you've probably heard my standard answer to the question of how to breathe during practice: just do it. Ensuring that you aren't holding the breath is very important, since many of us do that subconsciously while concentrating. There is another level to breathing during Tai Chi and Qigong practice: relaxing the breath so that it flows evenly and deeply (a fully belly breath / complete diaphragmatic breathing). Even though Tai Chi and Qigong can be vigorous exercise at times, and the heart rate will increase as you do some of the more challenging moves, the breath still tends to be long and slow, or should be. If you find yourself panting or your breathing becoming erratic or frantic, it's time to relax more deeply and work on deepening the breath, while asking if you're taking a complete breath. 

I was always taught that it's important not to tie a pattern of breathing to Tai Chi and Qigong movements. Breathing will change and shift as you deepen your relationship with energy and with the practice, and so you shouldn't train yourself to coordinate the breath with each movement in a particular way. Doing so inhibits spontaneity.

I stand by that answer, but the fact is that many of us (myself included, from time to time) need to return to an evaluation of the breath and ask: is it truly relaxed? Is it deep enough? Is it flowing freely? And, most importantly, is the breathing mechanism doing what it's supposed to do? Most people breathe too shallowly, or clench while breathing (see above re: chronic stress).

The current state of research into breathing and its connection to good body mechanics and internal health supports the vital importance of good breathing. Erin Chapman and colleagues have argued that breathing is so important to correct movement that a breathing assessment should go hand in hand with treatment of musculoskeletal pain in active people. (You can read more about these assessments and the different types of breathing dysfunction here, in the International Journal of Sports Physical Therapy.)

Disordered breathing also has implications for a wide array of seemingly unconnected issues. This article by Bruno Bordoni and Bruno Morabito in Cureus discusses the links between diaphragmatic dysfunction and irritable bowel syndrome (IBS). In the course of their discussion they link dysfunction of the diaphragm to a stunning array of physical issues, including (but not limited to): swelling or bloating of the abdomen, pelvic pain, lower back pain, TMJ (a dysfunction of the jaw), chronic headaches, GERD (acid reflux), anxiety, depression, increase in both pain and the perception of pain, and inflammation. That's a ton! (They link all of these issues to IBS—it is quite fascinating and horrifying reading. For those of you who were at class when I mentioned this topic, this is the article that started my deep dive into reading about breathing, after I had already begun to work with my own breathing as a new approach for a couple of issues I'm personally working on.)

My takeaway from all this is to reaffirm how vital it is for us to reset our relationship with good breathing mechanics from time to time. Fortunately retraining is accessible and something we can do from the comfort of our homes. (If you've got severe symptoms, you could consider consulting a doctor and ask about the possibility of biofeedback, which has proven quite effective in retraining the breath.) 

I recommend working with the breath as a practice on its own, so that the diaphragm learns to move freely, and in coordination with the other body systems, and then trying to fold your new breathing habits into your practice slowly over time. For many of us, reminding the body of how to breathe well and completely will feel so good, it will become second nature (or become second nature again) while we do complex tasks, including Tai Chi and Qigong. Deep breathing / belly breathing / diaphragmatic breathing is a great practice to do hand in hand with the postural realignment work we've been doing in class recently, especially in Qigong. Releasing old and restricted breathing patterns will really help support the new postural and movement habits we're all constantly trying to develop!

Some notes:
A little goes a long way when you are first working with all this. Try doing some relaxed breathing where you just pay attention to the breath, and then 1-3 deep or belly breaths once a day. Work your way up to more. 

Don't force anything. If you've been breathing more shallowly, you will be strengthening the diaphragm and the other muscles involved with breathing, as well as stretching them, but that doesn't mean you should force breath to deepen. Relax and allow the breath to move freely: belly breathing is a product of a relaxed body. Deepen your breathing over time, not all at once. 

The concept of timing that we talk about in class—coordinating movement so everything works all together, and no body part is left behind—also applies here. If you haven't been breathing fully, then you'll probably hesitate to expand the belly when inhaling, and on exhalation, the contraction of the abdomen will probably lag behind as you release your breath. Try allowing the belly to expand (while relaxing it!) a little bit sooner than you think you should. Likewise, let the belly fall or contract "ahead" of the breath as you let it go and exhale. For me personally, the benefits I'm experiencing so far from working in a deeper way with my breath have largely come from completing the inward movement of the belly with exhalation, so I've been making sure to play with letting it contract more than it usually does. 

Good luck! Don't overdo, don't strain, and enjoy folding this practice into your routine. It really doesn't take long, and it's deeply relaxing and refreshing.

Resources:

Some Audio Content for You

Dear All,

Just a reminder that there are no classes this coming Monday the 11th or Wednesday the 13th of May (2020 if you're still counting).

While I'm otherwise occupied this week, I thought I would leave you with some material to keep you entertained and hopefully help you continue to practice. I was originally going to release this on class days but some of you got excited when I spilled the beans at class, so here you go! You should be able to listen directly at the link, or download these files for later by clicking on the three little dots on the right side of the screen under the file info and selecting "Download."


This is a rough draft that isn't road tested but let me know if it's helpful: it's the Tai Chi Set, narrated in the same terms I use at class. I found it a little tricky to narrate this while sitting at my desk but it's a start anyway! Future drafts to follow. 


This is a set we've done at class many times, but I've been struggling to figure out a way to lead it during Zoom classes. I sat down to record it, deciding that I would really take my time with it and...it's 43 minutes long! It's a really take-your-time-ish version of this meditation, and if I do say so myself, will leave you feeling really refreshed and balanced. It can be done sitting in a chair or standing. Either way, you'll want to have enough room to move your arms out to each side. Enjoy!


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If you're not part of my classes but you find these files useful anyway, that's great! You can share these and any other original work from this site if you credit me, but you can't remix them or sell them.  



How We Are Different

I want to thank everyone for their patience with my absence from class this week! And to thank Mary, Gillianne, Sam and Marilyn for filling in. It's very likely that Monday, March 9, 2020 will see my return to class. I'm eagerly looking forward to practicing Tai Chi and Qigong with you again!

Events this week have conspired to make me think more thoroughly than I previously have about our club and the things that make us different, besides that I have the best students in the world (have I mentioned I missed you this week?). I would never claim complete uniqueness from all other Tai Chi clubs—after all, Tai Chi is part of a long tradition with a global history that goes back thousands, if not tens of thousands of years, depending on how you define Qigong. At the same time, not all Tai Chi and Qigong classes are created equal. So here we go, an informal list of the things that make our group especially great.

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Attention to Detail

Tai Chi and Qigong are complex arts that involve precise body movements, frames of mind, and posture in order to work well. While almost anyone can look at the outside of a movement and copy the motions of the legs and arms, it takes a lot of training to understand what we call the internal aspects of a movement (aka, how it really works). And yet, understanding the internal aspects of the movement is the key to unlocking the healing power of Tai Chi and Qigong—i.e., making them super effective.

I was fortunate to receive meticulous training that gave me a thorough understanding of the internal aspects of Tai Chi and Qigong, and the foundation principles of movement that operate across all the arts that I teach. I've been even more fortunate to have plenty of time and opportunity to deepen this understanding over three decades of practice.

What this means is if you ask a question in one of my classes, you'll get an answer that will serve you for many months (or years) to come. (Some might say you'll get a really, really long answer, but hey I like to be specific and give complete information.) That answer will be consistent with the other information you'll receive in class. If I or one of my co-instructors doesn't know the answer, you'll hear "I don't know." (You'll seldom hear "I don't know.") 

Your question will never be dismissed. You'll never be told to "just do it" without having enough information to understand how or why you're doing something, or how to do it correctly. When you start learning a new art, like Sword, Sabre, Hsing-I, or Lok Hup, the principles you've already learned with Tai Chi or Qigong will still apply and it will make sense to you. The more you learn, the more you'll get to enjoy building on the knowledge base you already have. In this way, your practice will always deepen, and so long as you keep practicing, you'll develop a more and more sophisticated toolkit to help you with whatever you want to do in life as you get stronger and happier, and feel better and better.


Emphasis on the Individual

All bodies can benefit from Tai Chi and Qigong, but not all bodies handle the movements in the same way, especially in the beginning. The reason why I offer Qigong and Tai Chi as separate classes is that some people need a way in to Tai Chi, or they want to deepen and soften their Tai Chi practice after time spent doing it but not quite grasping the internals. Qigong offers an opportunity to slow down and focus on the mechanics of each movement. On the other hand, when you're looking for a bigger challenge, Tai Chi and the other internal martial arts that I teach are there for you. The class schedule is designed to help you tailor your training to your needs and interests.

Beyond the ability to choose one's own adventure with the classes, I focus on making sure that if a movement isn't sitting well with you, you're aware of the options you have for modifying it, or the bodily habits you have that are causing you discomfort. Every Friday at our Qigong for Health Recovery class, we discuss specific physical, mental, and emotional challenges (mostly physical) and how to deal with them. But this isn't just a topic for Fridays: any class is an opportunity for you to ask about the issues you want to work on. Chances are, someone else shares them.

I have a long history of helping people troubleshoot the challenges that have made movement difficult for them in the past, and I'm confident that I can help you. Believe it or not, moving can become less painful and more pleasant for you. There is no instant fix, but over time, improvement isn't beyond most people.

My co-instructors and I are here to help you meet your training goals, regardless of how small or lofty they may be.


Personal Empowerment Through Kicking Arse

I've been made aware through the years that there are some groups who don't consider Tai Chi a martial art, and don't teach it that way. That's not us.

Now, we're not in the business of inviting participants to fight each other (although we do play Push Hands from time to time.) Bottom line, the movements of Tai Chi are evidently punches, kicks, blocks and strikes. To see them any other way is to miss the spirit of the thing, and more than half the fun. The point is to learn how to apply force with one's entire body, from the ground, up through the core, and out through the hands.

In real life, chances are you won't need to get into a physical fight of any kind. (Let's hope not!) But there will come a time when you have to do something (lift a heavy box, push a heavy piece of furniture) that might be a bit beyond you. When you've learned how to do Tai Chi correctly, these physical challenges become a lot more do-able, and you greatly reduce the chances of hurting yourself.

My understanding is that those who teach that Tai Chi isn't a martial art do so with the claim that their focus is on Tai Chi for health "instead" of Tai Chi as martial art. I can think of few better ways to protect one's health than avoiding injury. Or, if it comes down to it, it seems obvious to me that self-defense, or learning to stand in one's power and physical integrity, is also an essential component of health, if only for the self esteem boost it brings. (Pro tip: there are many other reasons this is good for you!) In any case, it's been my experience that in Tai Chi, health and martial art go hand in hand: you can't have one without the other.

For many people, learning the martial art aspect of Tai Chi becomes their favourite part of class. I hope anyone who feels intimidated by this idea or isn't sure they'll like it would give it a try.


That Mojo Though

I've met more than one Tai Chi practitioner who doesn't want to talk about Chi or energy. (Qigong people tend to be a little more into the woo, bless you all!) As someone who started Tai Chi as a Chi skeptic, I understand, but I can tell you firsthand that it's more fun when you're not stuck there. Chi is literally everywhere, and the sensations that accompany Tai Chi and Qigong (warmth, tingling in the hands, a sense of liveliness) are both common and ample evidence that Chi is in the mix when we practice. If you're interested in learning more about energy and you're attending my classes, you have only to ask. I have many years experience with Chi in a Tai Chi context, as well as in the context of other energy healing modalities, and can talk about it all day long (I'm sure that's great news!), and show you how to experience it for yourself.


Small Classes 

Our studio is moderate in size. This means our classes are not overpopulated and never will be. We can fit 15-17 people maximum into the space at one time. Many of the classes tend to average half that number. Beginner's classes tend to be even smaller. I'm not interested in teaching massive classes where people don't feel like they have access to individual instruction, and I won't.


Safe Space

I actively cultivate an environment where people are mutually respectful, pleasant, and full of good humour. Tai Chi and Qigong are tricky arts that can sometimes be frustrating, so it helps to laugh. We're also disciplined, dedicated to practice, and focused on the task at hand. We're social, but we're not a social club. We don't waste your precious practice time.

Unlike larger organisations, ego and politics don't have a place here. We don't harass our members or bully outside organisations or individuals. (Sorry, but there will be no rumbling in the parking lot with rival clubs! It's a matter of principle.)

Our classes are for the purpose of learning Tai Chi, Qigong, and related arts, and for that purpose alone.


Things We Do Not Do

Ask you for exclusivity
There are many groups where members who wish to train elsewhere are told in no uncertain terms that they can't unless they leave. That's not us. What you do with your own time is up to you.
 
Ask you for "donations" or "fundraising"
The fees you pay monthly and for any occasional workshops or classes serve to cover the cost of our rent and to compensate me for my time. This club is my part time job, and I'm very grateful that I get to do something so interesting and worthwhile as my work. I believe completely in the principle that you should get value for your money. Beyond the fees you pay for your training, you will not be asked to open your wallet.

Offer partial instruction
I don't teach internal martial arts sets in halves. If I commit to offer instruction in an art, I teach the whole thing. Although achieving balance in this is tricky, I try to honour whatever we've studied with some practice time each week or month. (If I slip on this, remind me!) 

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Above all, I'm very proud of the group that I've built with the help of each of my students. If you're already a member, I'm so glad you've chosen to train with me. If you're thinking of joining, with new Beginner's Tai Chi classes just underway this week, and Qigong classes always open to all levels, it's an excellent time. 

Sincerely, 
Melissa.

A Cool Video About the Nervous System

We talk a lot in class about the sympathetic and parasympathetic nervous systems (at least, I feel like I talk about them a lot), but there are some fascinating new emerging theories about how they work. In this lecture from Nerd Nite, Seth Porges delivers a ton of helpful information about the nervous system, fight, flight, and freeze states, how these states influence perception, and the lingering effects of trauma on the body. (Sidebar: there's one little section where for some reason Porges decides to rip on the concepts of chi and the chakras...honestly I really wish scientists would refrain from comment on fields in which they have no training. But he does have a ton of cool things to say about the vagus nerve, so definitely worth a listen.)

For those of you who are studying push hands, one way to view that practice is to understand that we're trying to learn how to fight while remaining in the green light / relaxed state. Quite a trick! (And the reason why it takes so much training.)

Enjoy!


Pain, Injury, and Tai Chi

"No pain, no gain" is a well known exercise battle cry--thanks to Jane Fonda and her exercise videos of the 1980s. That motto takes on a certain macho quality when chanted in the local gym. When most people come to tai chi and qigong, they're often looking to get away from or avoid that mentality, and to embrace an approach to exercise that is much more gentle. 

Generally speaking, pain is your body's indicator that you are about to cause yourself injury, if you continue to do what you're doing--holding your hand over a fire, for instance--or that you have received injury--bashing your finger with a hammer. In class, I advise people that if they feel pain while performing a tai chi or qigong move, it's a sure sign that they are doing the movement incorrectly. The body is sending a signal that the movement needs correction. 

However, there are exceptions to this rule. There are times when you might feel pain during a tai chi or qigong workout, and it is not only perfectly okay, but it is a step in the process of healing. 

I've used tai chi to heal from serious and semi-serious injury--more than once. The first time was when I first started tai chi, to try to deal with the consequences of two broken arms, and the surgery I received to fix them. (Plates, pins, screws, scar tissue.) By the time I started tai chi, about two months after the accident, I was in chronic pain with these injuries. Although I'd done a lot of healing, and I was no longer in danger of damaging anything with simple daily movements, everything I did hurt, which was intensely irritating, and affected my mood. 

I had been assured that because of the plates and pins and screws, I couldn't really re-injure myself just by performing normal arm movements, so I sought a workout that wouldn't put pressure on my arms, but would allow me to move them more. Hence tai chi. Initially, learning to stretch my arms was painful, but over a few months, I really noticed an improvement in my overall pain levels, strength, and mobility.

Later, when I started training with a more experienced (and hardcore) teacher, I stretched out much of the scar tissue from these injuries. Again, that was a painful process--scar tissue does not like to stretch! That pain was a deep, searing ache that I would feel during the stretch, which would ease immediately afterward, and eventually led to a greatly increased range of motion. Because I'd already learned to distinguish between pain that was likely to cause injury, and pain that probably wouldn't, I was fine with going through this process. I am convinced that regularly performing this deep tissue stretch, which eased a lot of tension on my joints, is the reason I do not have arthritis today. (The doctors told me that because of my injuries, I would develop it by the time I was thirty. I'm forty-five now.)

The Sensitized Nervous System

I've since learned that the state I was in during my initial tai chi sessions are signs of a sensitized nervous system. Some of my pain was based on genuine signals from the body--it took a long time for my tendons and ligaments to adjust to some of the plates, for example. But much of it was a kind of false signal. Sometimes pain creates a feedback loop that causes the body to go on high alert, so any movement of an area causes a high degree of pain, even movements that are not going to cause injury.

This is a radically different state of being than when you are experiencing an injury. Nervous system sensitization comes along with a host of signs that this is not normal pain. Check this list, compiled by Dr. Bahram Jam, in his booklet The Pain Truth, and Nothing But to see if any of the following applies to you:
  • Pins and needles
  • Burning pain
  • Increased pain by small movements; e.g. slightly bending or turning
  • Increased by sustained postures: e.g. sitting, lying
  • Increased by no particular reason: e.g. the pain has a mind of its own, unpredictable zaps
  • Trivial incidences cause flare-ups that last days: e.g., getting out of a car, walking in a mall
  • The pain is increased by stress and anxiety
  • The pain gradually spreads, even to the opposite side
  • The pain may move around the body
  • Night pain
Many people with sensitized nervous systems end up not moving much at all, for fear of experiencing more pain. This seems like a reasonable strategy, but it in fact tends to create a worsening of this condition, as the nervous system becomes more and more sensitized to any type of movement, and the body produces aches and pains as a result of stiff and weak muscles. If this list resonates with you, and you've confirmed with your doctor that there is no physical reason why exercise will cause you injury or exacerbate your pain, it is a good idea to reconnect with the body and begin a program of gentle movement. 

NOTE: panic and anxiety in the absence of physical pain are also symptoms of a sensitized nervous system. All of the tips in this essay apply to people with anxiety and panic disorders. The key is to use tai chi and qigong to practice in a way that does not cause an attack or an increase in anxiety. Apply all of the tips listed here to help you slowly acclimate your nervous system back to normal. 

General Recommendations

Understanding the mechanics of the pain response and how the nervous system can become sensitized to pain can help you relax a little about your own pain. Click here to access a downloadable pdf booklet that offers more information about nervous system sensitization and some basic self-care information that can help

Any of my students know that I recommend magnesium supplementation as a necessary step to relaxing muscles and tendons, dealing with chronic pain, and accessing a better level of health. Most people are magnesium deficient. I recommend applying transdermal (absorbed through the skin) magnesium to the whole body as a soak on a regular basis, especially to the areas that cause the most pain. Magnesium is a necessary component of many body processes, including a healthy nervous system, and has been shown to reduce pain and increase mobility. I personally take Natural Calm internally, and use Ancient Minerals transdermally. Natural Calm is available at most health food stores. You can purchase transdermal magnesium at many health food stores as well. I buy Ancient Minerals online here. (Note: I'm not affiliated with either of these companies. I just really enjoy and have benefitted greatly from their products.) 

Read more about the benefits of magnesium supplementation on Dr. Carolyn Dean's extremely helpful website

Guided meditation can be a wonderful tool to aid relaxation and allow you to settle into the body more comfortably. Try this meditation by Dr. Robert Puff, designed to help ease physical or mental suffering

Using Tai Chi and Qigong to Address Nervous System Sensitization and Chronic Pain

When you do tai chi and qigong to address a sensitized nervous system, or any time you're working with pain (e.g., dealing with an injury), or okay, ANY TIME, really, the key is to go in soft. You are trying to change the way that you approach movement, and the way you experience being in the body. Your chronic pain / nerve sensitization is going to make it so that you need to be more rigorous about being gentle with yourself as you work. That's okay! It's good. Correct tai chi and qigong practice depends on being soft. 

Before you begin practicing, take a few moments to stand, align yourself correctly, and just feel your way into the body, focusing on each part in turn, from the feet up, and seeing if you can let go of any tensions that you are holding. 

Figure out an amount of movement you can comfortably do without sending yourself into a flare-up. This applies to the duration of the movement (how long you're doing it for) and the range of motion (how much you stretch). At first, low-ball this amount. Can you do three minutes of moderate range of motion? One minute of small movements? Thirty seconds of standing and breathing? Start with a tiny amount. You're going to be increasing this gradually over time, so don't worry if it seems like very little at first. 

Do that amount and no more. Take a break. Sit. Breathe. 

As soon as you start to move, check in with yourself. Are you suddenly clenching, holding, or guarding any area of the body? Are you holding yourself stiff or tight? Moving muscles that you are clenching or tightening will only reinforce that tension. Stop, relax, let go, and try again. 

Use correct form. Push from the feet. Channel the force up through the body. Remember, in tai chi and qigong, the muscles are channels of force, directing force from the ground and up through the spinal column and out through the hands. Because of the unique quality of movement in tai chi and qigong, you can move without creating further injury. When I tore my rotator cuff a couple of years ago, I could not lift my arm at all using the arm muscles, but I could push it through a full range of motion by using correct tai chi and qigong movement. Using these methods, I regained a full range of motion in two weeks after my injury, and rehabilitated my shoulder completely in 4-6 weeks. Correct technique, as correct as you can manage, is important when you're working with pain. The goal is to gently open and massage the body from the inside out. 

Take frequent breaks and relax. If you're practicing in a class context, let your teacher know that you are working with your pain, and ask for him or her to check your form for any areas of tension. Arrange for a chair that you can sit in as often as you need to. Move, relax. Move, relax. Relax when you move, and relax after you move. 

Pay special attention to an area that gives you extra pain. This is the area you are most likely to hold tight, and the area you MUST NOT hold tight, if you want to release your pain. Clenching around an area of pain is called guarding. It might help protect injured tissues at first, but it throws off your entire body and will prevent you from regaining range of motion. Make your exercises moderate enough and use correct form as you gently begin to allow the area to relax and move. 

Gradually increase the duration and range of motion of your exercise. This is key. If you want to desensitize your nervous system, you must train it to do more than you usually do. Tai chi and qigong are always gentle, but you should feel like you've moved more fully than you do in your day to day life, if you want your practice to be effective. If you're in pain, plan to increase slowly over the course of a month or two to regain full range of motion. A month or two, not one day. Pace yourself! A month or two, not six months or a year. Work persistently. A little bit every day will help your body become reacquainted with regular movement. You can do it! 

NEVER beat yourself up if you falter. If you have a flare-up, that is information, not failure. You did too much too soon. Try again in a day or two, being very gentle with yourself each time. If you are practicing and you find you are holding tension, take a deep breath, let it go, and see how long you can keep it relaxed as you move. 

Using tai chi and qigong to address pain and nerve sensitization is not so different from regular practice. If you're dealing with pain, it will serve as a reminder to always be soft and relax, and as a guideline for how well you're using correct technique. 

101: What Is Qigong?

Older than tai chi, qigong or "energy work" teaches us to engage with the natural subtle energies ("qi") that surround and permeate us. It combines specific physical movements with a gentle mental focus. Qigong allows you to reset your body systems to their naturally relaxed state. Although people excel at functioning very well while carrying heavy burdens of stress, this is not our optimal way of being. Qigong allows you to gently release current and old stressors that prevent you from achieving a state of wellbeing.

The sages who developed qigong were working with principles that Western medicine is only now re-discovering: the effects of our emotions and thoughts (stress) on our physical wellbeing; the importance of movement for optimal health; the profound physical and emotional benefits of focusing on the present moment (peak experience / flow, "the power of now").

A typical qigong class consists of performing gentle exercises, working with standing or sitting meditation, and putting movement and meditation together into short routines that offer a complete internal workout.

It can be performed by anyone, and is more easily adapted to working in a seated position if you have difficulty standing. That having been said, if performed correctly and deeply, it can be a very challenging physical workout.

Current Content
I offer instruction in two different Qigong forms: Ba Duan Jin, and Five Elements Qigong, as well as some related forms Six Healing Sounds, Pa Qua stepping / walking meditation, and sitting and standing meditation. The content of any individual class depends on the preferences and abilities of the participants.

About Ba Duan Jin
Ba Duan Jin, or Eight Pieces of Silk Brocade Qigong is a classic qigong routine consisting of eight exercises plus standing meditation.


From Ken Cohen's The Way of Qigong: The Art and Science of Chinese Energy Healing:
These eight exercises are elegant, graceful, and essential methods of qi cultivation. They were first described in an eighth-century Daoist [Taoist] text, Xiu Zhen Shi Shu (The Ten Treatises on Restoring the Original Vitality), in the Daoist Canon. Daoist tradition attributes the exercises to one of the Eight Immortals of Chinese folklore, Chong Li-quan. Chong is frequently represented in Chinese art as a bald-headed, potbellied figure, with a white beard reaching to his navel. Chong had been a general during the Han Dynasty. When his army was defeated in a battle against Tibetans, Chong withdrew into the mountains rather than face the Emperor’s wrath. There he met a Daoist who transmitted to him dao-yin (qigong) “recipes” to create an inner elixir of long life. The Eight Brocades was one of these methods. Before he died, Chong inscribed the exercises on the walls of a cave. When another general, Lu Dong-bin, discovered this cave several centuries later, he followed the diagrams and also became a sage-Immortal. According to a statement in the Ten Treatises, it was General Lu himself who first inscribed the exercises on stone.


About Five Elements Qigong

One of the cornerstones of Chinese philosophy is the idea that underpinning all reality are five elements: fire, earth, metal, water and wood. These are not literal elements in the same sense as the periodic table of elements (hydrogen, helium, etc.), but rather types of energy or phases in natural cycles. The five elements work together to create coherent, flowing systems, including ecosystems, cities, social and cultural movements, and smaller systems like our homes or bodies. Where the five elements are in balance, things flow easily and naturally.

In our bodies, each element is represented in a different organ system: fire in the heart / small intestine; earth in the spleen / stomach; metal in the lungs / large intestine; water in the kidneys / bladder; and wood in the liver / gall bladder.

Each organ system relates to the next one in the cycle in a supportive, nurturing way. In Five Element Qigong, we perform the exercises in an order called the "Constructive Cycle." The Constructive Cycle maximizes the effectiveness of each exercise, creating balance throughout the body as you work with each organ in turn.




I offer Qigong instruction on a weekly basis, Saturdays from 2-3pm and Mondays from 1-2pm. These classes are ongoing, and open to beginners at all times. Information on the schedule and fees is here. I also offer occasional workshops. Information on upcoming workshops is here. 

Classes run at the Regent Health and Chiropractic Center, 150 Locke Street South, in Hamilton, Ontario.

101: What Is Tai Chi?

Tai chi is a complete system of mind-body training that teaches you to relax deeply while moving the body as a single unit. Tai chi stretches the spine and aligns all body systems so that they work harmoniously together. While gentle, tai chi challenges you to move your body more efficiently, to stretch and release stale patterns and tensions, and to sink into the present moment.

Tai Chi and Martial Art

Tai chi ch'uan - tai chi's full name - translates as "supreme ultimate fist." The moves you'll learn in tai chi – strikes, blocks, kicks, and punches – are performed slowly and softly. They gently teach you how to apply force and awaken your inner warrior. Practicing tai chi helps you perform daily tasks safely and effectively, and allows you to meet mental and physical challenges with increasing confidence.

Our Tai Chi Set

I offer instruction in a long Yang style set. Read and download the list of moves here. It takes between fifteen and twenty minutes to perform the set. Once you've learned it and can perform it start to finish, it gives you a complete internal workout, stretching your limbs, massaging your internal organs, and refreshing your energy field, although you start to receive those benefits from the moment you start your first class.

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Classes and workshops run at the Regent Health and Chiropractic Centre, 150 Locke Street South in Hamilton, Ontario. Beginners and others may also attend summer sessions in Dundurn Park to start learning Tai Chi foundation. Summer sessions start May 17, and run each Wednesday from 6-7pm until mid-September.



How to Do Tai Chi and Qigong in a Chair

In my last post about how to keep practicing Tai Chi and Qigong when you feel you can't go on or you don't even want to start, I mentioned that one thing you can do is practice while seated in a chair. I thought I would go into a bit more detail about how to do this.

Just to be clear, I'm working with some core practice ideas that may or may not have been suggested to you by your instructor. If you practice Tai Chi or Qigong but these notions seem foreign to you, then you may have to consult your own instructor or figure out your own way of working in a chair. These core practice ideas are:

Tai Chi and Qigong movements are whole body movements. You are never just waving your arms around independent of the rest of the body. Whatever arm or leg movements you perform are the result of whole-body expansions and contractions.

The whole body movements of Tai Chi and Qigong are initiated by pushing from the feet. The movements are performed by channeling the force of the push from the feet throughout the body in various ways. The low spine / tailbone is a key player here because it both grounds the movements by sinking and turns to channel the movements into cool hand-turny motions.

The movements are performed in a totally relaxed manner. To hammer home the point, in order to perform movements without adding strain, pulling, clenching, or other unwanted tension, you need to initiate from the floor. It is the only part of you that has contact with a solid surface. This is basic physics. (When you're in the chair, your tush will obviously also have contact with a solid surface, but you still need to push from your feet. Pushing from your bottom will not get you places. Not in this context, anyway.)

Okay, now that we're all informed and agreed:

HOW TO PRACTICE IN A CHAIR

The chair in question must be a hard-backed chair, like a dining room chair. No, you don't want to do this from your squishy sofa. You're going to place your bottom as close to the edge of the chair as you can get without falling off.

Make sure your feet can reach the floor. Like I said, you're going to be moving by pushing one or both feet into the floor - just like you do when you're standing. So both feet have to be flat on the floor when you're sitting in the chair. If you can't reach, get some yoga blocks or a tower of books to place under each foot.

Sit with your spine straight. You'll be able to straighten it better if you feel as if you're leaning forward slightly from the hips.

Practice pushing the feet into the floor. This is really the key to the whole thing. From your sitting position, push the feet down into the floor as if you are trying to use your legs to stand up. If you feel up to it, do stand up and sit down again a few times. You want to use this move to train your legs. Pushing the feet into the floor to stand up from a seated position is excellent exercise for the legs.

Try not to cheat. If you are trying the standing-up-sitting-down exercise, cheating means that you pull yourself forward into a lean before you push the feet down to help you stand up. Whatever amount you lean forward, that's work you're taking away from your legs. You might be thinking, "Good! My legs are doing a lot of work as it is!" No, cheater! The whole point of this is to strengthen your legs. Once you're a quivering bowl of jello, it's time to sit down in the chair for some Tai Chi or Qigong.

Now push the feet into the floor as if you're going to stand up, but remain seated, and instead allow that push to travel up through the spinal column, expanding it. The idea is to feel as if you are increasing the spaces between each vertebrae. At first, it may be difficult to feel this because of tension in the back muscles. Just allow those to stretch. When you've maxed out the stretch, relax your legs and contract your spinal column back into the chair. Don't hunch, just relax to your original position.

Try using the push from the feet to move the hands.  Try Two Hands Support Sky - a good one to choose for a first go at chair work because you push equally from both feet to accomplish the movement. As you expand, drive the feet into the floor to get the hands to go up above the head. As the hands come down, contract / relax the legs / sink into the chair.

For movements where you'd push from one foot, then the other, do so while sitting in the chair as well. Turning motions are accomplished usually by actively pushing from one foot while receiving / grounding through the other foot. You can do this in a chair as well. The turning motion is going to be more internal through the spine, because the low spine is held in place.

Bonus factor:  The grounded quality of chair practice gives you an idea of how the movements should feel even when standing. A common beginner challenge is keeping the low spine dropped and grounded as you do your movements. Especially in cases where the low back and hips have been compromised by too much sitting / desk work / sedentary habits, it can be difficult to properly ground through the low spine while standing. Most people go years before they feel that their movements are travelling internally as well as moving the body externally. Chair practice is a way to immobilize the large external movements and experience the force travelling through the inside of the body.

Bonus bonus: It is ideal in a situation where you can't stand due to an injury to the lower body, where it would benefit you to exercise the area but it won't bear weight. 

Bonus bonus bonus: Chair practice done correctly is just as challenging as standing practice.

Using Qigong and Tai Chi for Healing, Part Five: How to Practice When You Can't Keep Moving

This post is Part Four of a series that addresses healing from serious chronic and acute illness, including but not limited to Parkinson's, Alzheimer's, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue, Depression, Anxiety, and Cancer. Click here to access all articles about using Tai Chi and Qigong for health recovery.

In Part Three of this series, I wrote about the ways you can maximize the effectiveness of your Tai Chi and Qigong practice: specifically, making the movements bigger than you're inclined to, and relaxing completely. For most adults, this is good advice. Even if you're not sick, generally speaking most people over the age of twelve are suffering from some kind of contraction throughout the spinal column. Those years of sitting in desks at school, studying / spending time on the couch and in front of the computer at home, and working a desk job or even a physically demanding job that's repetitive in nature can bind you up like nobody's business.

When you perform Tai Chi and Qigong moves, you're restoring range of motion throughout the body, but you are also moving in ways that increase the flow of chi or vital energy throughout the meridians or energy channels of the body. This is great for you and it is exactly what you need no matter what you're doing, but especially when you are facing serious chronic or acute illness.

I've also written recently about how much Tai Chi and / or Qigong you need to do if you are working actively on health recovery. (Answer: what will probably seem at first like a completely insane amount. Basically, welcome to your new part-time job that will feel like a full-time job with ridiculous overtime.) There will be times when that feels impossible, or when it is impossible. I strongly suggest that you try to do the whole amount of time you've set out for yourself. Chances are, when you've completed the workout, you're going to feel a whole lot better than you did when you started.

Confession time: after more than twenty years of practice, I still often don't feel like I want to start a workout. I will put off starting, or just drag myself into my practice space. Once I get going, I always think, "Darn it...I've only got an hour here. I wish I had more time." It's like a switch flips and I remember why I love doing Tai Chi and Qigong. "Oh yeah! This stuff feels good!" I get not wanting to work out. I do.

So before I go any further with this post, let me just say that it is a very good thing to commit a block of time to your practice, and get into your workout clothes, clear away your coffee table, or do whatever you need to do in order to get into the mindset of your practice session.

I recommend doing this even, and maybe especially on those days when you really feel like you can't. When you are just completely spent, those are the days when even a few minutes of movement are going to have a big impact.

Here's what you do: set aside the time, get into the practice room, and do what you can. When you hit an absolute wall that will not allow you to do any more movement, don't quit. There are options. These are some of your options.


Smaller Movements
If performing the full extent of the movements is taxing you too much, take it easy, and perform a smaller range of motion. This is no excuse to lapse into bad form - just take it down a notch. Walking through a Tai Chi set is better than doing no Tai Chi at all. Whatever you do, ensure that you are not creating internal strain.


Sit Down, Keep Training
When I was in year six or seven of my training, one of my good friends had to have knee surgery, and could not do Tai Chi standing for a few months. Our teacher put us all in chairs so we could all learn how to perform Tai Chi while not standing.

This is the option for you if you are not completely wiped out, but you have a specific problem or issue that is keeping you from practicing, like an injury or muscle strain to the lower body. If you have back pain, prick up your ears: this is the option for you. Sitting in a chair will keep your low spine anchored and allow you to move the rest of your spine safely without overdoing it.

There are a couple of particular things you'll want to know about chair training before you start. If you're in a class, ask your instructor for help with training in a chair. The last thing you want is for your form to go out the window. I'll try to post about this in more detail, but for now I'll just say that this is still a whole-body practice. When you're in the chair, you still need to push from your feet to accomplish the movements. More about this later.


Visualizing the Movements
This is for when you must sit or lie down and the thought of moving another muscle sounds like murder, but you still have half an hour on your practice session, and you still want to move chi. Use your mind!

Closing your eyes, imagine yourself performing the movements of the Tai Chi set, or the Qigong exercises of your choice. Really try to see and feel your way into the movements, exactly as if you're performing them with your body.

The beauty of this kind of practice is that you can often feel your way into a better version of the movement than you might be able to do physically. I've gained many insights into where a particularly stiff joint or tight muscle was limiting my movement when I visualized myself performing the movement and magically, it seemed to flow much better. This is also a wonderful trick to use when you're lying in bed at night and you can't fall asleep. Practicing Tai Chi or Qigong in your mind will help you drift off to sleep not just because it takes your mind off of all the other stuff you're worried about. It also moves your chi. Sometimes stuck chi is the reason we can't fall asleep in the first place.

It needs to be said that merely visualizing the movements is no substitute for doing them with your physical body, but it is better than giving up before your workout is done.


Sitting Qigong Meditation
This is a mega powerhouse of a practice. I honestly can't say enough about how amazing and magical sitting Qigong is, and yet, it seems to be a less popular practice than Tai Chi or Qigong exercise. There are many guides online that will tell you a complicated story about what's involved in sitting Qigong, but my training followed the KISS principle. You know what that stands for. You sit on the floor or in a chair, spine straight. Mental focus is a few feet in front of your face. Everything relaxes. Hold for as long as is comfortable. When you feel like you're done, release the posture. Sit for a few minutes to allow your energy to return to normal before you stand up again.

There's a bit more to it than that. I teach sitting Qigong as part of my regular classes, and at occasional workshops. I don't recommend doing this if you don't have access to an instructor. Things get weird when you sit meditation, and you pretty much need a teacher to help you. Whatever you do if you don't have regular instruction, make sure your spine is straight and that you're not getting too weird with your breathing. Relax means relax everything.

For my money the fancier methodologies and theories all seem to have grown out of individual instructors' attempts to help their students deal with the total simplicity of meditation. It is simple but not easy. That last sentence describes almost everything that's worthwhile, don't you think?


Six Healing Sounds
There are several different versions of the Six Healing Sounds, but I was taught and prefer Mantak Chia's. This practice combines natural breathing with shaped exhalations to produce sounds. You can perform the six sounds on their own without movements, or with the movements Mantak Chia describes, depending on how you're feeling. Combined with his "inner smile" technique, these exercises have the potential to radically transform stale energies. You can also use the Six Healing Sounds with any Qigong set to enhance the movements, so long as you line up each sound with the correct elemental movement.

What Tai Chi and Qigong Can Do for You

This is the real question, isn't it?

Maybe someone has recommended Tai Chi or Qigong for you, or you've read some article that claims it's excellent for health or wellbeing or your particular health situation. Nine times out of ten the writers or recommenders do not practice themselves, so can't tell you exactly what amazing wonders are in store for you. I've written this guide to help you understand what you're getting into before you start.

A general caveat: Tai Chi and Qigong are not a quick solution to anything. They both take time and discipline to learn, but for those who take it, this journey is amazingly rewarding. Most people know within a few classes whether it's for them. You have nothing to lose by trying.

Any questions? Email me. I offer Qigong and Tai Chi classes each week. View the schedule and find out about my extremely reasonable fees here. I also offer occasional Sunday workshops. View upcoming workshops here.

Tai Chi and Qigong Can Help You:

Build a Better Relationship With Your Body
Modern living tends to disconnect us from our bodies. Most of us work at jobs that require us to sit for long periods of time, process information, and otherwise behave like floating minds barely anchored to the physical realm.

While any form of exercise will help your body, Tai Chi and Qigong are unique in their ability to increase body awareness so you can begin to remember how to enjoy having a body again.

Learn more here.


Feel Amazing
A while back, one of my students had a big grin on her face at the end of class. I asked her what was up.

"Everything feels like it's tingling and warm," she said. "Is that chi?"

It was.

"That's amazing," she said. "I've never felt anything like that before."

Start your journey toward feeling freaking amazing.



Learn to Use Your Mind Effectively
Through Tai Chi and Qigong, you learn to settle the mind down and focus it on what you are doing. I've learned over time to put a stop to the mental grinding and restless negative thinking that are the mind's favourite tricks. You can too.

Learn about becoming a Jedi.



Let Go of Your Baggage
Chances are you've got quite a bit of baggage. It's okay: we all do. It's part of the human deal. Unfortunately they don't hand you a pamphlet at birth that tells you that your job here is to let all of that go. Tai Chi and Qigong can help with that.

Here's how you can learn to let go.



Tweak Your Genes in the Right Direction
Every day, scientists are learning more about why genes express themselves the way they do. As it turns out, some genes are turned on or off according to what's going on in your environment. Surprise, the key here is stress: genes will tend to work in your favour if you are having more good experiences than bad. Tai Chi and Qigong are a way to ensure that you are getting in some solid, uplifting, energizing, feel-good experience each day.

Learn more about the fascinating research into the relationship between stress and gene expression.



Stand Up for Yourself
Tai Chi is a martial art, and I teach it that way. That does not mean that we start kicking and punching you on day one and requiring you to defend yourself. It means that stepping onto the Tai Chi path means that you will learn a better, stronger, more relaxed and confident way of being in the world.

I've written more about Tai Chi and the emotional implications of standing up for yourself here if you want to learn more. Go here to read a longer post about Tai Chi as martial art. Go here to learn for some quick info on Tai Chi and self-defense.



Receive Healing
Tai Chi method is martial art; Tai Chi purpose is healing and optimal health.

There is an enormous body of evidence to suggest that Tai Chi and Qigong both support healing on all levels: physical, emotional, and spiritual.

Learn more about some common health benefits of Tai Chi and Qigong.
For more specific information about using Tai Chi and Qigong for Health Recovery, see my series on that topic.



Distinguish Between What You Need and What You Don't
Tai Chi and Qigong work to enhance your "radar" - your intuitive sense of the world around you - at the same time as they increase your body awareness. All of a sudden, your body and emotions can talk to you in ways they haven't been able to in a long time. Sometimes they have a lot to say. This is a good thing, although it can be strange or a little uncomfortable at first.

Read more about developing discernment through Tai Chi and Qigong here.



Practice Something Deeply
We are a culture of samplers. One weekend we are skydiving; the next, we're learning shiatsu; then it's on to fly fishing and wine tasting and cheese making and and and. There is nothing wrong with trying new things, but after a while, all this experimenting, tasting, and flitting around is going to make you feel a little unreal. You owe it to yourself to sink into one thing for a while, and explore it thoroughly.

Learn more about sinking deeply into the world of Tai Chi and Qigong here.



Stop Being a Muggle
I'm going to be honest with you, this is the part of Tai Chi and Qigong practice that I had the most difficulty accepting and now it is the part through which I have learned the most profound lessons. The more you practice Tai Chi and Qigong, the more you become immersed in a perspective on life that is...different from the common, regular, mundane, material way of looking at things.

When you enter the world of chi / energy and start to really work with it, you gently and gradually shift your perceptual abilities, and the terms with which you interact with the world.

Read more here.


Tired of Being a Muggle? Try Tai Chi and Qigong

When I first started taking Tai Chi, I was all, "energy, schmenergy." I was thoroughly immersed in the perspective that we are biological mechanisms, and that's all there is to it. In other words, I'd been beaten down by my upbringing and, to some degree, my education. I remember the first time I was pouring sweat after an intensive class, feeling totally amazing and buzzing. I showed my instructor my hands: they were mottled and red and pulsing.

"Chi man," he said.

Slowly, I started to connect what I was feeling with the terminology of Tai Chi and Qigong. I opened my mind, in other words, and started exploring the world of energy healing, of connecting to nature and natural energies, synchronicity, and chi. There is a whole other way of doing things, of being in the world, of perceiving, that is nothing short of magic. Like the man said, nobody can be told what it is. You have to see it for yourself.

If you've read this far you've probably gotten tired of the mechanistic view of reality ("reality") you were taught in school. Remember when you were a kid and everything was potentially magical? If you're of the right age or disposition, remember how jealous you were that Harry Potter got to go to Hogwarts and your acceptance letter never came?

What I've learned through my twenty plus years of study of Tai Chi, Qigong, meditation, guided visualization, Reiki, and all this woo woo energy schmenergy stuff is this:

There are many gateways in this life that you can use to take back that magical world you were at home in when you were a kid. Tai Chi and Qigong are one route to slowly and gently re-immersing yourself in a way of being and understanding that is more holistic, all-encompassing, and takes into account all of you - mind, body, emotions, and spirit. A complete understanding of life and its mysteries is your birthright. It's everyone's birthright.

This post is part of a series called What Tai Chi and Qigong Can Do for You. Look for more parts in the coming weeks, or click "What Tai Chi and Qigong Can Do for You" at the bottom of this post. 

Progressive Relaxation and Grounding Visualization - Audio Version!

Today, a treat!

A few posts ago I mentioned a handy progressive relaxation visualization that I developed in order to help my students relax. Relaxation is one of the hallmarks of Tai Chi and Qigong, and what makes it different from conventional forms of exercise. Even if you don't do Tai Chi or Qigong, but you want to move your energy, relax deeply, and ground yourself, this is a great little visualization technique.

I posted a written version of the progressive relaxation and grounding visualization a week or two ago. It's here if you prefer to read it. Please feel free to use this or distribute it any way you like. I'd appreciate an attribution / link / shoutout if you do, but it's not necessary.

Now, there's an audio version! Click on "play" below in order to listen, or go here to download it. Start to finish it takes less than ten minutes. That's no-excuses meditation!


The music on that file is "Paris" by Chris Harvey, and is courtesy of Magnatune's Music for Meditation complilation.

 
Music for Meditation by Magnatune Compilation

Want to Practice Something Deeply? Tai Chi and Qigong Might Be for You

When you get into Tai Chi and Qigong, if you decide it is for you, you'll have something in your life you can sink into deeply. These disciplines can be learned in a weekend workshop, but they offer greater and greater rewards the more deeply you get into them. There is always more to learn! I know and offer instruction in six different internal martial arts and three different Qigong routines, not to mention Push Hands and standing and sitting meditation. I am always learning, so there is more always being added to the mix. Even if you decide that you only want one Qigong routine or you would like to stick with Tai Chi, working with these disciplines is a never-ending process of opening up the body, deepening technique, accessing healing, and increasing self-awareness and awareness of the world around you. This is deep stuff!

Why is it good to practice something deeply? This is the only antidote to modern culture's constant barrage of distractions, the heavy and persistent influx of messages, the insistent buzz of technologies, the never ending demands for attention that keep us focusing outward, but never let us settle into ourselves. As much as I like social networking and the abundance of information online, I firmly believe that we are not built to withstand this constant superficial onslaught. We are deep divers. Our very makeup creates a longing in us to access stillness, to flow with life, and to grasp the pearls that sit on the deepest parts of the ocean floor. There's a satisfaction in deep practice that you can't get anywhere else.

This post is part of a series called What Tai Chi and Qigong Can Do for You. Look for more parts in the coming weeks, or click "What Tai Chi and Qigong Can Do for You" at the bottom of this post. 

Using Qigong and Tai Chi for Healing, Part Four: Roadblocks and Expectations

This post is Part Four of a series that addresses healing from serious chronic and acute illness, including but not limited to Parkinson's, Alzheimer's, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue, Depression, Anxiety, and Cancer. Click here to access all articles about using Tai Chi and Qigong for health recovery

This Will Not Be a Linear Path
Here's what your progress will look like:

Via.

Maybe you'll really enjoy your first few classes and you'll feel great after them. Often people get really excited at this stage, because they can really feel that it's working. Then you'll try to work out on your own and it will be...okay. Somewhere around week two or three, when you're adding more and more time, you'll start to slow down. You'll skip a day. Then you'll get back on the horse and do a mighty twenty minutes before giving up.

Maybe you'll manage to get three hours a day in, and maybe, after a long or short period, it will start to work for you. Depending on your personality you might get cocky and quit altogether, figuring that your body is healing on its own and the healing has nothing to do with the work you're putting in. Maybe you'll keep going. Maybe you'll succeed. I can't tell you exactly what will happen, because it all depends on you and your will and your decisions, every day, about how you're going to approach this. It has nothing to do with me, or with the instructor you choose to work with.

Okay, it has a little bit to do with them, in the sense that you want to find the best instruction you can, with someone who can work well with your personality and know when to push you and when to not push you. You want to find the most skilled instructor you can. Ask about the person's background and experience. Choose someone who's been teaching for ten years over someone who's been practicing for six months.

In the end, though, this is one of those things that you have to put effort into in order for it to work for you. There is a direct relationship between your choice to keep going, your determination not to quit, and your shot at improving your condition. Good luck. Seriously.


It Will Hurt
For people who are not dealing with serious illness, Tai Chi and Qigong will occasionally leave you with sore muscles and joints - like all exercise. You should sweat. I know, you're thinking, isn't this for seniors? Sure, but do you think those seniors aren't working hard? They are, I promise you. Anyone receiving benefits from Tai Chi and Qigong is working his or her little heart out.

Like I said before, serious illness sits in the body in particular locations. When you start to heal, it will express as pain, soreness, or what seems like a sudden inexplicable injury, cold, or flu. I almost wrote "often" in that previous sentence, and yes, there are always exceptions to the rule, but I pretty much guarantee that you will hit a wall with your practice at some point, and when you do, it won't feel like the same old wall you hit when you don't feel like practicing that day. It will feel like an actual wall that you run into with your face or some other tender body part.

Let me say that again: you will hit a wall. The wall will present as intense pain, soreness, a sudden inexplicable injury, a cold, or the flu, or other bizarre symptom. There will be something weird about it, though. The flu will be unproductive in the mucous sense. Or you'll have tons of mucous without the flu symptoms. You will just get turfed and need to spend a day in bed. The injury will be of mysterious origin, or will be the same injury, soreness, whatever, that came up once before, when you suffered an emotional blow or major life transition. That's the wall.

Here's the thing about the wall. When you hit it, it means that everything you're doing is working. This is the time to keep going, not the time to quit. Whenever I have a client who starts to hit this point, I get excited and scared. Excited because I know this is go time. Scared because it's when most people decide they can't handle it any more. I've made the mistake in the past of not telling people about this up front. I'm telling you now. It will hurt. That's okay. Show up anyway. Do your three hours. Lather, rinse, repeat.


Your Mileage May Vary
What will hurt and how will depend in part upon your diagnosis, and in part on the ineffable mystery that is you. My research on this is still in progress. I'll be dedicating future posts to individual conditions and what is likely to come up if that's what you're working with, but I wanted to give you some idea of the way this can go depending on the health situation you're facing.

Sometimes, the symptom is likely to be very specific. For example, people with Parkinson's will generally speaking manifest a foot injury as they start to really dig into their symptoms using any kind of energy healing, including Tai Chi and Qigong. If you'd like to know why, the Parkinson's Recovery Project has an abundance of information online for free.

From a holistic perspective, Fibromyalgia and Chronic Fatigue are related to the body's process of elimination becoming overwhelmed, causing build-up of toxins in the connective tissue (Fibromylagia) or blocks to the processes that bring glucose to the cells for the production of energy (Chronic Fatigue). More about these two conditions at Andreas Moritz's Ener-Chi Wellness Centre.

When you start to move energy and increase blood and lymph circulation through these areas, it is likely you will find yourself dealing with the emotional pain that your physical symptoms have been covering up. This at least was the experience of Barbara Sinclair as she healed from FibromyalgiaEdie Summers recovered from Chronic Fatigue through a combination of herbal and holistic remedies that included becoming aware of her emotional patterns and managing their impact on her health. As bad as your physical pain and exhaustion is, the emotional turmoil underlying it can be a complete shock, and requires a specific set of strategies to address, which is something Qigong and Tai Chi can help you with.


Next post in this series: things you can do to keep your energy moving when you can't move another inch.

Learn What You Need and What You Don't Through Tai Chi and Qigong

One of my best friends (and Tai Chi / Qigong buddies) complained to me a while ago that she couldn't stand Doritos any more.

"I never used to think twice about eating junk food," she said. "Oh sure, I know it's not good for me, but last week I thought I would have just a bit, and I felt horrible."

There are many things that you can buy at the grocery or convenience store that look like food, but are not food. They might even sort of taste like food, but they won't really feed you. The more you are in tune with the needs of your body, the more you'll be able to recognize what will support your health and wellbeing, and what won't. (This can come in the form of upset stomach / sudden awareness of flu-like symptoms. Chances are you always felt that way after eating junk food, but you just didn't notice.)

This goes beyond diet, though. The more you get in touch with what feeling amazing is like, the more you'll become aware of the situations, activities, and (sadly) the people that leave you feeling drained, upset, or uncomfortable. There are many things you can do to manage these situations, activities, and people. You can consider leaving the situation, working to change it, or accepting that it is difficult and work to protect yourself as much as possible when you have to engage with it. You can stay in the situation and draw new boundaries to make it functional for you. The important thing to realize is that it is good to recognize how your everyday activities affect you, and that you have direct control over whether and how you engage in those activities.

Tai Chi and Qigong help you establish a better and clearer baseline for feeling good and steady on your feet. The more you practice, the more you want to perpetuate that good feeling throughout your entire day, and the more you'll discover which things, activities, and people support that. This is called discernment - knowing the difference between one thing and another. It doesn't mean that the things, activities, and people who don't make you feel good are bad and deserve to be told so or rejected wholesale or whipped in the streets. It means that you have a choice about whether and how you want to engage with them.

This post is part of a series called What Tai Chi and Qigong Can Do for You. Look for more parts in the coming weeks, or click "What Tai Chi and Qigong Can Do for You" at the bottom of this post. 

Using Qigong and Tai Chi for Healing, Part Three: Push Past Your Limits

This post is Part Three of a series that addresses healing from serious chronic and acute illness, including but not limited to Parkinson's, Alzheimer's, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue, Depression, Anxiety, and Cancer. Click here to access all articles about using Tai Chi and Qigong for health recovery

Last time I wrote about approaching your Tai Chi or Qigong practice as part of your spiritual journey, and making time for the dreaded minimum three hours a day of practice. Today I want to address the two most important things to bear in mind when you practice, and some thoughts on dealing with internal resistance.


Whatever You Do, Make the Movements Larger than You Think You Can
Illness contracts the body. In order to move through illness, you need to make the movements as big as possible, pushing past the point where you habitually stretch and move. (While still preserving the principles of good form, of course.)

This tip applies to most adults, even if you aren't using Tai Chi and Qigong for health recovery. Most of us spend too much time sitting. Our hardened emotional and physical habits create hardened, limited habitual physical motions. This creates a situation where we aren't using the full expansiveness of our joints - a recipe for arthritis and chronic stiffness. Lack of movement through the spinal column means that our internal organs are literally squished and stiffening, limiting their effectiveness. One of the points of Tai Chi and Qigong practice is to restore that range of motion.

When you're dealing with serious illness, opening up the range of motions of the joints and spinal column is an urgent need. Here's a trick to help you.

Do a few repetitions of a movement. Feel your way into it, doing it the best way you know how. Now get in front of a mirror, your bathroom mirror if it's all you've got, but ideally a full length mirror. Do the exercise again, and this time pay attention to where your hands go at their fullest expansion out. Next rep, try to go further. Remember you're trying to expand through your entire spinal column and torso with each movement. Think big. You need to break your body's patterns in order to heal. Don't forget to contract as the hands move inward toward your centre. The oscillation between expansion and contraction is one of the core healing elements of Tai Chi and Qigong.

If you absolutely can't expand the movement more, then feel and imagine your force shooting out through your hands and the top of your head with each expansion. Feel and imagine yourself sinking down into the centre of the earth with each and every contraction. Pretend you are much bigger than you are. Fill the whole room with your energy. That is how you draw.


Relax Inside and Out
This is a biggie. Although it is important to push hard, and expand your body through its limits and beyond, you must do all of your practice in a relaxed fashion. This is what separates Tai Chi and Qigong from other forms of exercise. This means no gripping, holding, clenching. No tightening, squeezing, and no guarding.

Your body will try to protect the areas where it stores the cold stale energies that are creating your illness as if they are precious treasure and it is Smaug the dragon. I have personally used Tai Chi and Qigong to heal many injuries. Letting go through an area that has been injured and where there is swelling or scar tissue can be very challenging. At first you don't think you'll be able to do it: it feels impossible. Once you get the hang of it, it can be painful to move an area that "wants" to tense. The good news: the painful sensation will soon subside once you get that body part moving.

Serious illness will often lodge deeply internally, or block body parts that you haven't moved for a long time (hello, shoulders! they are everyone's nemesis). I've got two suggestions to help you here.

First, check in with yourself before you practice to make sure you are as relaxed as possible. A simple way to do this that will also help ground you is a body scanning technique that I do with my students. You can download and read this simple relaxation exercise here. This is something that came to me when I was looking for a quick way to bring people into a state of relaxation before beginning to work out. It will benefit you even if you never set foot in a Tai Chi or Qigong class.

Where you notice tension arising, let it go and try to move through it. If you can't move an especially tight body part, try to move the areas before and after it as if they are part of a continuous thread or chain (they are). Gradually, either side of the tight area will release. This is where the magic will really start to happen, when you let go through an area that is habitually or suddenly tight. Sweet relief will be yours. If an area won't relax, imagine it relaxing, or take a moment and visualize it filled with warm pink, green, or white light.


But I'm Sick. I Need to Be Gentle With Myself.
Tai Chi and Qigong are gentle. They are among the best options for self-healing because you can always get softer with the movements. Have a chair with you in the space where you work out. At first you may need to sit down every ten minutes, every five minutes, or even every two minutes. Sit if you must, but stay away from the television, computer, or other devices of distraction during your practice time. Rest, but make it a mindful rest. Then start moving again.

No one is monitoring your workout time for quality. Just show up, and do your best to keep moving. If you absolutely need to sit down and stop moving, practice the relaxation technique I've posted above, or do some Qigong sitting meditation. These are both ways to keep your energy moving even if you don't think you can keep your body moving (more on this in a future post). Then stand and try a few movements. You might surprise yourself.

Bottom line, there will be days when you feel that you cannot do it. Try to do it anyway, and see what happens. Keep an open mind about this. I have personally found that it is always worth practicing. Even when I've been sick, down with a flu, or starting to practice a few weeks after breaking both arms and suffering a head injury (for real), it is always worth it.

There will be days when you really can't do it. I'm talking about days when your body takes you out, or you just need to sleep. Sleep! Then, when you rise, do a bit of movement. See how much you can get in. Avoid black and white thinking: just move. Keep moving .

Next post in this series: common roadblocks, potholes, sinkholes, fault lines, gorges, seemingly insurpassable volcanic eruptions.